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Saturday, July 25, 2009

Life of "LIES"



I learned to live a life of lies
A piece of me
Withers and
Every day & every night
I try so hard
But i cannot fight
I feel so vacant
There is no hope
I know cos I felt it
Cos i broke
Down and cried
Ever since that wretched day
When you happened
To cross my way
Ever since I joined my hands to pray
And then, thanks to you
I stopped, and faded away.
I lost my soul
You made sure of that
You killed it so viciously
You stabbed till it died.
But now I'm strong
Or so they say
I can beat em to pulp
I can scare anyone away.
I have raised my guard
And there is nothing anyone can do
Cos I've gotten used to my loneliness
I'm indifferent to my blues.
I refuse to change
And i will not hide
But oh, that's what I'm doing, isn't it..?
Hiding behind my lies.
Don't ask me why.
I will not answer.
That's not what I do.
I just observe
Silent and Strong
And beneath
The war rages on.
But you'll never know.
I'll never tell.
Cos i choose to live.
I chose life.
Doesn't matter if I'm Torn
Cos i chose it
And now I'm tied.
To my life of lies.



Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Romeo and Juliet

"You can fall for chains of silver.. you can fall for chains of gold
You can fall for pretty strangers.. and the promises they hold
You promised me everything.. you promised me thick and thin
Now you just says oh Romeo yeah you know I used to have a scene with him...
Juliet, when we made love you used to cry
You said I love you like the stars above I'll love you till I die
Theres a place for us, you know the movie song
When you gonna realise it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet ?"

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Angel of Avelon


Upon the wanton wasted land
Where ash and sin interred,
Have burnt the beauty of the world,
You spread the holy word

And blooming up in breathless haste
Upon the cold and empty waste
The seeds of innocence have sprung
The angels of Avalon have sung

My tears have watered all the ways
The bards have sung a thousand lays
And yet I see the beating strains
Of warmth not dead within my veins

A pilgrim in the tombs of lust
Encumbered in a world of rust
Till the frost upon the window pane
Melts away in gentle rain

Take my hand, let gentle grace
Erase the furrows on my face
Walk with me backwards, on and on
Take me back to Avalon

Saturday, July 18, 2009

A Love Song:Part two


"Can we dance?", I took your hand,
And endlessly we whirled,
Whilst soft the leaves of summer fell,
And broken brown, they twirled.

You left me, you left me here,
Two summers gone, and spring,
Shall ne'er again such soft delight,
In it's warm kisses bring.

A blasted heath stands where you stood,
A desert where you lay,
An empty grave where dusty swirl,
My colours turn to grey.

A leaf in time, you withered, fell,
A leaf, you came and went.
Oh evergreen is my darkness now,
Your feeble candle spent.

But there within that sheltered place,
Where seasons soft we stayed,
Within the fields of timeless love,
Where our feet had strayed,

A single blessed flower, bright,
Upon that field it grows,
You've secret kissed that sacred spot,
Love sprouts anew, my Rose.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

A Love Song:part one




This tender night, Rose, you and I
We lie upon this grass.
Soft and lush, it echoes green,
And star-shadows pass,


Their light they silver, write in runes,
On the pages of your face,
Like notes of music in the dark,
Our destinies they trace.

Your hair falls tumbling all around,
Your lips on mine are warm,
We shape a place in starlight still,
sheltered from the storm.

Our arms, twining, pining weave,
Around us, grasping feel,
Your skin glows upon me soft,
Your child-like laughter peals.


Some goddess of my dreams you seem,
You taste of honey-combs,
You smell like raindrops on dry leaves,
On shingle-beach sea foam.

I love you

sunlight loves the blossoms white,
Upon whose face it shines.
Like the flowers I love my sun,
light in skies of mine.

I love you

Like parched earth loves the rain,
Whose warm tears slowly seep,
Down to the earth's thirsting soul,
That love-lorn dryly weeps.

Then with star-strung symphonies,
Raining cloudy tears that pine,
As your breath's vapours rise and fall,
And mingle into mine,


Crazed images and visions all,
Are running through my head,
And swirling dance like blankets whirl,
Around you on your bed.

The rain-song of my summer love,
Is sprouting from your kiss,
The mystic harmonies we string,
Are fading into bliss.


A maydance. Drunken dizzy bees,
The sleep of a thousand years,
Salty-sweet the pangs of love,
Trickle down my cheeks as tears.

The mad fiddler, noise and cricket song,
In soggy monsson trees,
We danced, we laughed and on the winds,
Sang unsung melodies.