I am "NOMORE"

I believe that everything happens for a reason..

ppl change so tat u can learn to let go..

things go wrong so that u can appreciate them when they're right...

you believe lies so u eventually learn to trust no1 but urself...

and smtimes gud things fall apart so better things can fall together!!

"Life is what happens 2 u when u r already planning 4 sumthing else....!!!"

"PAIN"

Don't leave me in all this pain

Don't leave me out in the rain

Come back and bring back my smile

Come and take these tears away

I need your arms to hold me now

The nights are so unkind

Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart

Say you'll love me again

Undo this hurt you caused

When you walked out the door

And walked out of my life

Un-cry these tears

I cried so many nights

Un-break my heart

My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye

Bring back the joy to my life

Don't leave me here with these tears

Come and kiss this pain away

I can't forget the day you left

Time is so unkind

And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Un-break my heart

Say you'll love me again

Undo this hurt you caused

When you walked out the door

And walked out of my life

Un-cry these tears

I cried so many nights

Un-break my heart

My heart

Don't leave me in all this pain

Don't leave me out in the rain

Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart

Say you'll love me again

Undo this hurt you caused

When you walked out the door

And walked out of my life

Un-cry this tears

I cried so many, many nights

Un-break my

Un-break my heart oh baby

Come back and say you love me

Un-break my heart

Sweet darlin'

Without you I just can't go on

Can't go on....

2012-the facts of earth's destruction

SCIENTIFIC EXPERTS from around the world are predicting that five years from now, all life on Earth could well come to an end. Some are saying it’ll be humans that would set it off. Others believe that a natural phenomenon will be the cause. And the religious folks are saying it’ll be God himself who would press the stop button. The following are some likely arguments as to why the world would end by the year 2012.

Reason one: Mayan calendar

The first to predict 2012 as the end of the world were the Mayans, a bloodthirsty race that were good at two things -- building highly accurate astrological equipment out of stone and sacrificing virgins.
Thousands of years ago they managed to calculate the length of the lunar moon as 329.53020 days, only 34 seconds out. The Mayan calendar predicts that the earth will end on December 21, 2012. Given that they were pretty close to the mark with the lunar cycle, it’s likely they’ve got the end of the world right as well.

Reason two: Sun storms

Solar experts from around the world monitoring the sun have made a startling discovery. Our sun is in a bit of strife. The energy output of the sun is, like most things in nature, cyclic and it’s supposed to be in the middle of a period of relative stability. However, recent solar storms have been bombarding the earth with lot of radiation energy. It’s been knocking out power grids and destroying satellites. This activity is predicted to get worse and calculations suggest it’ll reach its deadly peak sometime in 2012.

Reason three: The atom smasher

Scientists in Europe have been building the world’s largest particle accelerator. Basically, its a 27 km tunnel designed to smash atoms together to find out what makes the universe tick. However, the mega-gadget has caused serious concern, with some scientists suggesting that it’s properly even a bad idea to turn it on in the first place. They’re predicting all manner of deadly results, including mini black holes. So when this machine is fired up for its first serious experiment in 2012, the world could be crushed into a super-dense blob the size of a basketball.

Reason four: The Bible says it

If having scientists warning us about the end of the world isn’t bad enough, religious folks are getting in on the act as well. Interpretations of the Christian Bible reveal that the date for Armageddon, the final battle between good an evil, has been set for 2012. The I Ching, also known as the Chinese Book of Changes, says the same thing, as do various sections of the Hindu teachings.

Reason five: Super volcano

Yellowstone National Park in United States is famous for its thermal springs and old faithful geyser. The reason for this is simple -- it’s sitting on top of the world’s biggest volcano and geological experts are beginning to get nervous sweats. The Yellowstone volcano has a pattern of erupting every 650,000 years or so, and we’re many years overdue for an explosion that will fill the atmosphere with ash, blocking the sun and plunging the earth into a frozen winter that could last up to 15,000 years. The pressure under the Yellowstone is building steadily, and geologists have set 2012 as a likely date for the big bang.

Reason six: The physicists

This one’s case of bog -- simple maths mathematics. Physicists at Berkely University have been crunching the numbers. They’ve determined that the earth is well overdue for a major catastrophic event. Even worse, they’re claiming that their calculations prove that we’re all going to die, very soon. They are also saying that their prediction comes with a certainty of 99 per cent; and 2012 just happens to be the best guess as to when it occurs.

Reason seven: Earth’s magnetic field
We all know the Earth is surrounded by a magnetic field that shields us from most of the sun’s radiation. What you might not know is that the magnetic poles we call North and South have a nasty habit of swapping places every 750,000 years or so -- and right now we’re about 30,000 years overdue. Scientists have noted that the poles are drifting apart roughly 20-30 kms each year, much faster than ever before, which points to a pole-shift being right around the corner. While the pole shift is under way, the magnetic field is disrupted and will eventually disappear, sometimes for up to 100 years. The result is enough UV outdoors to crisp your skin in seconds, killing everything it touches.

Don't Forget me

They say love is just a game,

they say time can heal tha pain

sometimes you win,sometimes you lose

and I guess its just a fool

I keep holding on to you

I told you once you were the one

you know that i'd died for you

although it hurts to see you go

oh this time you should know

I won't try to stop you

Don't you forget about me baby?

Don't you forget about me now?

someday you'll turn around and ask me"why did I let you go?"

So you try to fake a smile

you don't wanna break my heart

I can see that you're afraid

But baby it's too late

'cause I'm already dying

Don't you forget about me baby?

Don't you forget about me now?

someday you'll turn around and ask me"why did I let you go?"

Whereever I go I don't forget about you

whereever you go don't you forget about me.

Those who have died in WAR

Those who have died,

Caught in the cross-fire,

Going, or trying to go,

About their daily lives,

Have never known why they died,

Not then, and not now.

That has not changed,

Perhaps it never will.

And collateral damage—

Such a pretty phrase for such

Devastating, mindless deaths—

Has always been part of war.

But those who kill, at least,

Had known, once, why they died,

For land, or wealth, or faith,

Or sheer bloody-minded revenge.

The blank, hateful eyes of these boys,

Seen behind masks or sighting down

The greasy barrels of gleaming guns,

Have only anger in them, and despair,

And a blind, unrelenting hatred,

Do they know why these people have had to die?

Life of "LIES"

I learned to live a life of lies

A piece of me

Withers and

Every day & every night

I try so hard

But i cannot fight

I feel so vacant

There is no hope

I know cos I felt it

Cos i broke

Down and cried

Ever since that wretched day

When you happened

To cross my way

Ever since I joined my hands to pray

And then, thanks to you

I stopped, and faded away.

I lost my soul

You made sure of that

You killed it so viciously

You stabbed till it died.

But now I'm strong

Or so they say

I can beat em to pulp

I can scare anyone away.

I have raised my guard

And there is nothing anyone can do

Cos I've gotten used to my loneliness

I'm indifferent to my blues.

I refuse to change

And i will not hide

But oh, that's what I'm doing, isn't it..?

Hiding behind my lies.

Don't ask me why.

I will not answer.

That's not what I do.

I just observe

Silent and Strong

And beneath

The war rages on.

But you'll never know.

I'll never tell.

Cos i choose to live.

I chose life.

Doesn't matter if I'm Torn

Cos i chose it

And now I'm tied.
To my life of lies.

Romeo and Juliet

"You can fall for chains of silver.. you can fall for chains of gold
You can fall for pretty strangers.. and the promises they hold
You promised me everything.. you promised me thick and thin
Now you just says oh Romeo yeah you know I used to have a scene with him...
Juliet, when we made love you used to cry
You said I love you like the stars above I'll love you till I die
Theres a place for us, you know the movie song
When you gonna realise it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet ?"

Angel of Avelon

Upon the wanton wasted land

Where ash and sin interred,

Have burnt the beauty of the world,

You spread the holy word

And blooming up in breathless haste

Upon the cold and empty waste

The seeds of innocence have sprung

The angels of Avalon have sung

My tears have watered all the ways

The bards have sung a thousand lays

And yet I see the beating strains

Of warmth not dead within my veins

A pilgrim in the tombs of lust

Encumbered in a world of rust

Till the frost upon the window pane

Melts away in gentle rain

Take my hand, let gentle grace

Erase the furrows on my face

Walk with me backwards, on and on

Take me back to Avalon

A Love Song:Part two

"Can we dance?", I took your hand,

And endlessly we whirled,

Whilst soft the leaves of summer fell,

And broken brown, they twirled.

You left me, you left me here,

Two summers gone, and spring,

Shall ne'er again such soft delight,

In it's warm kisses bring.

A blasted heath stands where you stood,

A desert where you lay,

An empty grave where dusty swirl,

My colours turn to grey.

A leaf in time, you withered, fell,

A leaf, you came and went.

Oh evergreen is my darkness now,

Your feeble candle spent.

But there within that sheltered place,

Where seasons soft we stayed,

Within the fields of timeless love,

Where our feet had strayed,

A single blessed flower, bright,

Upon that field it grows,

You've secret kissed that sacred spot,

Love sprouts anew, my Rose.

A Love Song:part one

This tender night, Rose, you and I

We lie upon this grass.

Soft and lush, it echoes green,

And star-shadows pass,

Their light they silver, write in runes,

On the pages of your face,

Like notes of music in the dark,

Our destinies they trace.

Your hair falls tumbling all around,

Your lips on mine are warm,

We shape a place in starlight still,

sheltered from the storm.

Our arms, twining, pining weave,

Around us, grasping feel,

Your skin glows upon me soft,

Your child-like laughter peals.

Some goddess of my dreams you seem,

You taste of honey-combs,

You smell like raindrops on dry leaves,

On shingle-beach sea foam.

I love you

sunlight loves the blossoms white,

Upon whose face it shines.

Like the flowers I love my sun,

light in skies of mine.

I love you

Like parched earth loves the rain,

Whose warm tears slowly seep,

Down to the earth's thirsting soul,

That love-lorn dryly weeps.

Then with star-strung symphonies,

Raining cloudy tears that pine,

As your breath's vapours rise and fall,

And mingle into mine,

Crazed images and visions all,

Are running through my head,

And swirling dance like blankets whirl,

Around you on your bed.

The rain-song of my summer love,

Is sprouting from your kiss,

The mystic harmonies we string,

Are fading into bliss.

A maydance. Drunken dizzy bees,

The sleep of a thousand years,

Salty-sweet the pangs of love,

Trickle down my cheeks as tears.

The mad fiddler, noise and cricket song,

In soggy monsson trees,

We danced, we laughed and on the winds,

Sang unsung melodies.

Blossoms Unseen

There used to be a boy—

Do you remember him?

He used to dog your steps,

Follow you around,

Listen to you talk,

Hang on to your every word,

Blush when you smiled at him.

You remember him, right?

A bit shy, that boy,

He had big black eyes

That did most of the talking

And a soft sweet voice

That we hardly ever heard,

In all those days and years.

Have you forgotten him,

The boy on the edges of the crowd?

He looked so very longingly,

But never spoke to you,

Because he was too scared,

Because it meant too much,

Because he loved you so.

Do you remember,

Or have you forgotten him?

Did you never even know

That he was there?

I'm the average nowhere man, living in my nowhere land, thinking of my nowhere plans for nobody. Having no point of view, knowing not where I'm going to, am I not a bit like everybody?When I first heard this song, I laughed really hard. I had a strange suspicion that Lennon had written this song for me.Fundamentally, I'm a pretty confused soul, searching for myself mostly.Why do I not know myself?Because I never fit into ANYTHING throughout my entire life.I've grown up with the feeling that I don't belong anywhere.Of course, I'm not the only one who probably feels this way, but I've honestly never met anyone so out of place with their surroundings.So, in my world, I'm the only such person I know...

Inki Pinki Ponky

Let me begin with the incident which led to my astounding theory (which I promise to dwell on at a later stage…the story is not too long!). The tale begins a year back. As is the habit of most prestigious educational institutions in the world, our school also organized various competitions where other schools are provided with a chance to show off their prowess.
Generally quizzing is considered a competition for the meek, brainy and contemplative. It is too! But it is a different picture at school quizzes, where the students growl at their oppositions, punch the air with such vigour as was last seen at Madison Square Garden when Mohammad Ali took down his opponents.
At one of these quizzes I and my good friend Soumya were left out and we decided to sit in the crowd and watch our rather illustrious school team having a bad day and being kicked out of their own quiz. In any case there was a particular round during that quiz where you were given 3 clues about some person, if you guessed who that person was with only one clue you made a large number of points (40 if I am not wrong), you would get 20 points for getting it on the second clue and 10 on the third clue, if you can’t get the answer after 3 clues sadly you are awarded no points.
In any case there was this question: “In World War 1, this person invented some sort of gun with the help of which you could shoot from planes without shooting your own rotary blades in the front of the aircraft.”
For some odd reason I whispered to Soumya, “I think it is Roland Garros”. Even after the third question the team couldn’t guess what the answer was, though the third question gave it away (you have a tennis stadium named after this person…the team, I remember said Rod Laver…sheesh!).
Soumya was pretty darned startled after which he congratulated me on a good answer, but he didn’t give it a second thought….nor did I; until now.
All my pals with whom I gave my entrance exam mock tests were always pretty unhappy with me because I had the uncanny habit to nearly always guess correctly, my success rate is about 60%, which is a high percentage considering the mathematical probability being 25% and the statistical probability being 17.89%.
My friends inquired into my methods, though I never could come up with a satisfactory answer, I think I have found the core concept which guides one to the correct answer in multiple answer questions.
I wish to christen my hypothesis, “Ha Ha Gotcha!” A weird name but to many smart readers it might have already shown where my thoughts lead me.
Let us discuss in detail,
1. Why is one asked a question?
Ans: Simple. To see if one knows the answer.
When one gets a very easy sum in physics at IITJEE, one that requires no concept, just solving of an equation, look closer, you are missing something for sure. Why would IIT give you something so simple, they are supposed to be merciless, why this act of compassion? Look at the answer, which of the answers is the weirdest; in a tough exam like IITJEE I am willing to bet that it is the answer.
Remember this does not work well for AIEEE, but certainly for IITJEE, ISI, NTU and so on.
Next point; remember every quiz master wants applause (since his quizzing days are over anyway!), similarly every paper setter wants appreciation, wants you to know that his concepts are clearer than yours. Every time you get a theory question, look closely it is bound to be a well known exception to a common rule, again you should look at the answers for guidance.
Just remember these two things, combine these two facts with your knowledge (though incomplete, as the case may be) you are well on your way to guessing glory.
P.S. you can differentiate the options…not worth integrating!!!

The Atheist Diaries

Dear God,
Hi. Nice day, isn’t it? Btw, do you exist? If you do, do you know that we exist? If you know that, do you know why people hurt others so much? Why do people kill so much? Do you know that some people kill others for sport? Apparently not. Then, you would do something, right?
Without much further ado, let me get into what I wanted to say. I say that people are finally tired of dying. Yup, I am finally tired of trying to go out into the road afraid that any day I might just be sent to you for no rhyme or reason. After all what is my fault? Is it my fault that I hope to live? Or mine that I believe that you exist? Or still mine that someday that I may love and that I may have children only for them to be sent to you for fun. No sir! That is not happening. Tell you what, I need this from you, in order of preference:
1)I need you to send a reply to this letter, as soon as possible
2)I need you to start killing those who kill for sport
3)I need you to start taking prayers seriously
4)I need you to decide between good and bad
5)I need you to finally stop sleeping and do something
When you do these things, I will know that you exist; else I am sorry to say that the world will not be tolerant anymore. Your happy-go-lucky attitude has cost us a lot already, and people are not so tolerant that they will just sit back and watch others die.
Nice day, isn’t it? I hope you reply soon. And yes, since you are immortal, I don’t mean soon to be another half a million years.
Thanking You,
Regards,
Mankind

Resolve

It's that time of the year again.

That inter-year period, when the last, remaining members of the old year are slowly dying out, but the new ones have not yet been lit. This is a time of peace. And of silence.

The last year was not a year I'm particularly planning to remember in the long run. It was depressing, in many little (and indeed, sometimes huge) ways. Encounters with Death and all his friends. Personal losses and not-too-pleasant revelations.

Artifice.

But all that is dying out in the wee hours of this new dawn.I'm looking forward to changes, both personal and public ones. I'm looking forward to action, I feel strangely restless this year.To shaking off this sense of ennui, of claustrophobia.Yes, it's that time of the year again.

SILENCE!!!!

This is the moment

Where the world forks

And both, for a moment,

Are 'the path not taken'

And the pending decision,

A split-second away,

Sings solemn siren-songs--

This is home,

And I am at peace

In the grey spaces

Where silence resounds.

People and Places

This is the beginning of the end.

Somewhere else, new things are stirring. And the old, familiar

ones are beginning to rust, beginning to mould themselves into

immovable patterns set in time.

Like nostalgia.

Places begin to fix themselves too, piecing together scraps of

memory to form an identity.

People are made of places.

Places that seep into you like rain, leaving behind faint

irremovable marks.

There are places I’ll remember

All my life though some have changed

Some forever not for better

Some have gone and some remain

All these places have their moments

With lovers and friends I still can recall

Some are dead and some are living

In my life I’ve loved them all.

One Blue Morning

"I don't believe in baptism or the waters of Jordan or anything like that, but I guess I feel about a hot bath the way those religious people feel about holy water."
I woke up feeling quite blue. Many new hurdles. Some ends. Quite a few beginnings. And all the confusion, pressure and haze that transition sometimes brings. Didn't know what to do. Room was in disarray. Seemed like a representation of current state of affairs. Alarming. So tidied up. Didn't feel better. Felt like I was tucking the stray tee shirts of pending deadlines, payments, worries and other woes out of sight. Paranoid. Had to act. Fast.
I've always related to Sylvia Plath. I remember reading The Bell Jar the day before my HS examinations were supposed to start, and feeling completely awed by the book and the author. And the images. That felt almost like they had been pulled out of my subconscious.. I was quite volatile then, and realised later that perhaps it would have been wiser to have read the book after the exams were over. But I've never regretted it... It's become one of my favorite books, and I love Plath. I've digressed too much...
So, I decided on something that never fails. Hot shower therapy. It was a 30 minute long slow and relieving process. By the time I stepped out my skin was pink and there was enough steam to affect visibility. A clean room, a purified body, lovely morning shadows on the bed, sweet smell of aromatic oils, a cup of green tulsi tea and a good 30 minutes of daimoku...
The world seemed like a better place already. And by the time I left home, there was a renewed sense of hope. :)

love story

A CUTE LOVE STORY-

A BOY HAD CANCER AND HE HAD ONE MONTH TO LIVE.HE LIKED A GIRL WORKING IN A CD SHOP VERY MUCH.BUT HE DID NOT TELL HER ABOUT HIS LUV.EVERYDAY HE WENT TO THE CD SHOP AND BOUGHT A CD ONLY TO TALK TO HER.AFTER A MONTH HE DIED.

WHEN THE GIRL WENT HIS HOME AND ASKED ABOUT HIM, HIS MOM TOLD THAT HEDIED AND TOOK HER TO HIS ROOM.....................................SHE SAW ALL THE CD'S UNOPENED ...............THE GIRL CRIED N CRIED N FINALLY DIED.YOU KNOW Y SHE CRIED?

ÇOZ SHE HAD KEPT HER OWN LUV LETTERS INSIDE THE CD PACKS.SHE ALSO LUVED HIM.............



moral of the story:

if u love someone......say to him directly don't wait for the destinyto play the role.............otherwise u will lose that person .....

No COMPROMISE

No compromise
No fear

Today and again tomorrow...

A day for freedom

A day for living

A day for the lost ones

A day for the found

A day for victory laps

A day for looking back

No. Look forward, no matter what

Who, or why. Don't look back.

Try to save the ones you can.

Leave the rest.

No. Leave no one behind.

Whoever thou art.

I love you.

Care for you.I wont let you fall.

Angels in the darkness.

Shine brighter than in the sky.

Brilliant light embraces us all.

And reminds usOf our purpose.

Of humanity.

Of love.

Not an easy road.

Did I ever say it will be.

Not an easy day.

Night's still a long way.

No time to rest.

No time for self-pity.

Or guilt.
Or regret.

The only way is forward.

The only sign in 'Go'.

May we have the strength of lions.

Wisdom of kings.

Love of angels.

Fire in our eyes.

And hearts.

Fire in our soul burning bright.

Ever so bright, in the thine eyes.

Maybe you'll stumble.

Maybe you doubt.

Maybe you'll have a tear.

Drop from a mile high.

Even heroes have the right to bleed

Even heroes have the right to dream.

But heroes we are

And always will be.

None can stop us.

None can ring the bell of defeat.

If we are alert.

None can bring us down.

Unity is key.

Be constantly alert.

Dialogue is key.

But choose your words.

They can be double-edged swords.

I'm not so good with words.

I falter for lack of rhymes.

I cant sing.
For my voice is perpetually broken.

I cant talk right.

For words do not come to me.

I have the heart.
I have the purpose.

All that is left.

Is to act.

To do.

To win.

We do not,Cannot compromise

Or fear.

Therein lies the path to salvation.

Are you with me?

with or without

Where were you when I needed you?

Where were you when I called?

I called till my throat was sore, my voice so harsh, I couldn't recognise it anymore.

Where were you babe?

But it doesn't really matter no more.

We are too far gone..

But even through the haze, all I can remember is the tenderness of a love gone wrong.

I always thought we could fix it, I always thought we'd try.

I was obviously mistaken.. Damn, it made me wanna cry..

I've left our station far behind.. And sometimes I can't even remember why we were there..

But still when I look back, despite all the darkness, I can only see the love.. And baby, I hate that I care.

Understand that in spite of it all, I am going to be strong.

I know my love is irreplaceable, cos I know how it was.. between the effect, and the cause.

I'll never make them mistakes again., And I hope the same for you.

It's still so hard to believe at times, but I know it is true.

Cos baby, Come What May, Time will heal this too..

my first created kabita..................

kichu katha bolar ache
kichu path cholar ache;
kichu sapno dekhar ache
kichu bhalobashar ache;
bhebe dekho kishe labh kishe khati
jibonta jeno hawar majhe lorai kora mombati.