The last chance.........i wish it had never come

In my blurred vision I saw u smile,
But I knew,it was fake;
A last chance to make things fine,
You fought a lost battle to hide your tears

I could not help but to cry like a kid,
Clasping your hand tight;
You embraced me,gave me a hug,
In your arms I felt like being in heaven...

The storm outside was no greater than the in
Tears flowed like rain;
Could not let u go from my arms,
Windy dusk changed to purple cloudy gloom

Memories of the past times I spent with you...
Those shared thoughts...
Those emotions we had for the other...
Your teary eyes,tremb
ling lips had never been better

...And you left,trying hard to draw a smile,
To make me feel you are here;
But I knew,before tomorrow's sun,
My buddy would be leaving me ,already gone...

AfterDeath

Do not stand at my grave and forever weep.

I am not there; I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow.

I am the diamond glints on snow.

I am the sunlight on ripened grain.

I am the gentle autumn’s rain.

When you awaken in the morning’s hush

I am the swift uplifting rush

Of quiet birds in circled flight.

I am the soft stars that shine at night.

Do not stand at my grave and forever cry.

I am not there. I did not die.