As days pass by....

A day will come..
when you have to let go off me and brace the one who only be your future. I am preparing myself for that day. I would stand like a rock, but u, you can only see me as a ball of wool winded and soft, but you will never know whats underneath it. The broken pieces of stone those bleed when they try to find retribution but none can see them bleeding, and you will not either. Just as a common eye it will appear as a red sparkle. But its all to face the destiny that keeps us apart. Never to be one soul..
That, and that breaks the stone, shattering into grievous pain.. but only to make it face up those pains,and to illuminate its unity though it remain to fall into pieces, but illusion will not let us see it.. NEVER!! NEVER AGAIN!

LOSING YOU.....

I used to think I couldn’t go a day without your smile. Without telling you, thinking about you and hearing your voice back.

Then, that day arrived and it was damn hard but the next was harder. And I knew with a sinking feeling it was going worse and I wasn’t going to be okay for a very long time.

Because losing someone isn’t an occasion or an event. It doesn’t just happen once. It happens over and over again. I lose you every time I pick up your favourite coffee mug; whenever that one song plays on the radio, or when I discover your old t-shirt at the bottom of my laundry pile.

I lose you every time I think of kissing you, holding you or wanting you. I go to bed at night and lose you, when I wish I could tell you about my day. And in the morning, when I wake and reach for the empty space across the sheets, I begin to lose you all over again.

TIME FADES...

I feel the end is drawing near,
would time be so kind to slow?
you are everything to me, my dear
you are all i really know.

But as i sit and wait and fear
and watch the hours go----
Everything that happened here
was written a long time ago