Life of "LIES"

I learned to live a life of lies

A piece of me

Withers and

Every day & every night

I try so hard

But i cannot fight

I feel so vacant

There is no hope

I know cos I felt it

Cos i broke

Down and cried

Ever since that wretched day

When you happened

To cross my way

Ever since I joined my hands to pray

And then, thanks to you

I stopped, and faded away.

I lost my soul

You made sure of that

You killed it so viciously

You stabbed till it died.

But now I'm strong

Or so they say

I can beat em to pulp

I can scare anyone away.

I have raised my guard

And there is nothing anyone can do

Cos I've gotten used to my loneliness

I'm indifferent to my blues.

I refuse to change

And i will not hide

But oh, that's what I'm doing, isn't it..?

Hiding behind my lies.

Don't ask me why.

I will not answer.

That's not what I do.

I just observe

Silent and Strong

And beneath

The war rages on.

But you'll never know.

I'll never tell.

Cos i choose to live.

I chose life.

Doesn't matter if I'm Torn

Cos i chose it

And now I'm tied.
To my life of lies.